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[12 Jul 2005|12:18pm] |
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BACK THEN * MIKE JONES |
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WELL.. YESTERDAI WORK WAS AITE... IT FELT LYKE THA DAY WAS NEVER GUNNA END DOE.. ND DAYMN I CANT WAIT TILL I GET PAYED CUZ THATS WUT MAKES WORKING WORTH IT.. YA KNOW?! BUT YEA.. SO MARC LOST HIS JOB.. DAYMN EVERYTHING WENT WRONG WITH HIS LYFE THIS WEEKEND.. ND SHYT.. SUX FOR HIM... BUT YEA.. HE WILL GET OVER IT.. UM.. YEA.. SO I WORK TODAI ANOTHER LONG DAI... BUT YEA.. IM GUNNA GET READI FOR WORK..
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| DEM BOYSs.... |
[11 Jul 2005|11:08am] |
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DEM BOYS* BOYZ IN DA HOOD |
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WELL.. LAST NITE.. MARC FINALLY FUKEN KAWLED ME .. ND HE WAS AWL LYKE PLEASE COME OVER PLEASE COME OVER I NEED TO SEE YU.. SO I WENT OVER THERE ND HE GOT IN THA CAR.. ND I WAS LIKE WHERE WERE YU YESTERDAI? ND HE WAS LYKE I DONT REMEMBER I HAVE ALCOHOL POISONING.. ND I WAS LIKE GOOD! ND HE WAS LIKE MI WALLET GOT STOLEN WEN I PASSED OUT ND HE LOST 300 $ ND HIS LISCENSE ND ID.. SO HES FUKED IF HE GETS PULLED OVER..ND THEN I WAS LIKE... NOW TELL ME WUT THA FUK YU WERE THINKING WEN YU DECIDED NOT TO KAWL ME.. ND HE WAS LIKE I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW SO I BROKE UP WITH HIM.. ND HE JUST BROKE DOWN.. HE STARTED CRYING ND KICKING HIS CAR.. ND SHYT SO I SAT THERE ND TALKED TO HIM CUZ YU KNOW I LOVE HIM ND I DONT WANT HIM TO DO SOMETHING STUPID.. SO I SAT THERE ND TALKED WITH HIM FOR A WHILE.. I TOLD HIM IF HE CHANGES WE CAN BE TOGETHER.. BUT IF HE DOESNT THEN HE LOST ME.. ND YOU KNOW WUT.. FOR THE FIRST TIME.. I THINK I ACTUALLY GOT THROUGH TO HIM.. I GUESS HE SAW THAT I WASNT PLAYING.. SO HE PROMISED ME HES GUNNA QUIT SMOKING ND QUIT DRINKING ND NOT CHILL WIT HIS FRIENDS.. ND WE CAN BE TOGETHER.. SO YEA ITS GUNNA TAKE SOME TIME.. BUT I THINK HE IS ACTUALLY GUNNA CHANGE THIS TIME.. I KNOW THAT IF HE DOESNT IM GUNNA KILL MYSELF FOR BELIEVING HIM BUT IT WAS SOMETHING IN HIS EYES THAT MADE ME BELIEVE HIM..I HOPE IM RITE... BUT YEA.. NOW I GOTTA GET TO WORK ITS GUNNA BE ANOTHER LONG DAY AT AVENTURA.. FUN FUN... UM.. YEA.. SO IM OUT ILL UPDATE LATER
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| WUT A DAYy.... |
[10 Jul 2005|05:36pm] |
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SLIM THUG |
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SO TODAI I HAD TO BE AT WORK AT 8:45 ND I DEF. GOT NO SLEEP LAST NITE.. I STAYED UP THINKIN BOUT SHYT... BUT YEA.. SO WORK WAS GOOD.. IT WAS SOO FUNNY.. THIS GIRL GOT LOST .. LIKE WE WENT TO AVENTURA ND SHE ENDED UP IN HIALEAH.. WUT A LOSER.. .BUT YEA.. HOW HARD IS IT TO FOLLOW DIRECTIONS.. BUT YEA.. DAY 2 OF NOT TALKIN TO MARC.. KINDA FEELS NICEe... BUT YEA.. EVEN THOUGH I AM TOTALLY PISSED... THAT HE IS SUCH AN AS$HOLE! I DEF. NEED TO FIND SOMETHING TO DO.. I AM EXTREMELY BORED... IM PROB. GUNNA CHILL WIT MATT AT 8:30 WEN HES DONE PLAYING BASKETBALL.. BUT YEA... UNTIL THEN I DEF... NEED SOMETHING TO DO...
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| IM SO ICYy.... |
[09 Jul 2005|09:53pm] |
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SO ICY * GUCCI MANE |
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SO YEA.. I JUST CANT GET OVER HOW STUPID I WAS TO TAKE MARC BACK IN THE FIRST PLACE WHEN I KNEW HE WOULD PULL SOME SHYT LYKE THIS AGAIN.. WELL.. IM OVER IT! IM ALREADI TALKIN TO MI X AGAIN..HES GUNNA STOP BY SOMETIME :) .. ND IM TALKIN TO MATT AGAIN.. OOO.. MARC WOULD HATE THAT... HA... BUT YEA.. I DO STILL LOVE MARC.. HES ALWAIZ GUNNA BE A PART OF ME.. BUT ONLI A SMALL PART OF MI HEART CUZ IM SO NUMB! WHEN IT COMES TO HIM I HAVE NO MORE TEARS FOR HIM ND IM TIRED OF BEING SO IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ND FEELING LIKE THEY DONT EVEN KARE.. ITS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON! WHICH IS EXACTLY WUT IM GUNNA DO.. I KNOW ITS GUNNA TAKE A WHILE BUT... I KNO NOW THAT I HAVE TO DO IT! FOR ME... BUT YEA.. NEWAI TODAI WAS A WASTE OF A DAY YO! I DID NOTHING! EVEN THOUGH RACH WANTED ME TO GO TO HER HOUSE.. I WAS HONESTLY NOT UP FOR DOING ANITHING.. ITS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAIS THAT YUR IN PAIN ND DONT EVEN WANNA GO OUT THA DOOR OF THA HOUSE...BUT YEA.. TOMORROW I WORK AT 8:45 AM.. ND WE ARE GOIN TO AVENTURA.. ND ITS GUNNA BE A LONG DAI... A REALLI LONG DAI.. BUT ATLEAST ILL BE BUSY ND HAVE MI MIND OF UM.. THE BIGGEST AS$HOLE IN THE WORLD.. BUT ENUFF BOUT HIM I DONT EVEN WANNA THINK BOUT HIM RITE NOW I JUST WANT HIM TO GIVE ME THE 70 $ HE OWES ME FOR DOING HIS FUKEN G.E.D. TEST AND GET THE FUK OUT OF MI LIFE.. I KNOW IM TALKIN SHYT RITE NOW BUT IM FORREAL THIS TIME.. NO MORE PAIN FOR ME...
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| I HATE MARC! HES AN ASSHOLE! |
[09 Jul 2005|04:06pm] |
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SO THIS IS THE 3RD WEEKEND IN A ROW THAT MARC HAS BLEW ME OFF FOR HIS FRIENDS.. THIS IS THE FIRST SATURDAI EVER THAT I WAS ABLE TO GET OFF ND HE FUKEN DITCHES ME FOR HIS FRIENDS! IM SO TIRED OF HIM I REALLI AM!!.... HES A PIECE OF SHYT FOR A BOYFRIEND... I REALLI DO JUST WANNA HIT HIM IN HIS FACE ND BREAK UP WITH HIM.. GOD YO! HES SUCH A PIECE OF SHYT! YEA YEA.. ITS WAS BIRTHDAI I SHOULD BE DOIN NICE SHYT FOR HIM FUK HIM! HES A LIER ND IM SO TIRED OF THIS SHYT... I FINALLY JUST NEED TO END THIS SHYT BETWEEN ME ND MARC CUZ IT OBVIOUSLY AINT WORKING... IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL.... I REALLI AM NOT!!!
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| SHORTY$Z SO SEDUCTIVE ... |
[08 Jul 2005|11:34pm] |
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SO SEDUCTIVE* TONY YAYO |
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WOW! I HAD SO MUCH FUN TONITE! ME ND MARC DROVE DOWN UNIVERSITY WHEN THERE WERE MADD CARS AT 15 MPH ND LAUGHED AT THE PEOPLE WHO WERE HONKIN BEHIND US ND SHYT IT WAS SOOOO FUNNY.. OMG! I HAVENT LAUGHED LIKE THAT FOREVER... BUT YEA IT WAS GREAT!!!! ND I WORKED TODAI UNTIL 8 ND WORK WAS AITE... I WAS MESSIN WIT EVERYONE.. ND IT WAS FUN.. BUT YEA.. ILL UPDATE TOMORROW CUZ IM GOIN OUT.. BUT YU SHOULD DEF. TRY GOING DOWN UNIVERSITY WHEN THERE ARE A LOT OF CARS AND GO 15 MPH ITS SOOO MUCH FUNN....
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| QUIZ |
[08 Jul 2005|12:23pm] |
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SO SEDUCTIVE* TONY YAYO |
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| ....GET IT OUTTA CONTROL.... |
[06 Jul 2005|08:17pm] |
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LOOSE CONTROL * MI$SY |
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SO YEA.. TODAI I WORKED.. ND DAYMN WE GOT COME LAZY ASZ PEOPLE THAT WORK THERE.. SHYT YO! THESE 2 GIRLS I BOUT SWUNG ON YO! THEY REALLI PISSED ME OFF AND PISS EVERYONES OFF YO! NANCY SO NEEDS TO GET RID OF THEM.. BUT YEA.. SO WORK WAS AITE WE WENT TO AN ONSITE.. FUN FUN.. BUT YEA.. SO MARCS FINALLY 18 TOMORROW.. YUP YUP... AND THE PAST 2 WEEKENDS WIT HIM HAVE BEEN.. UM.. HELL.. ND HE WANTS ME TO GO WIT HIM ND HIS FAMILY TO THE RAPIDS.. ND HONESTLY I DONT WANT TO CUZ I NEED A BREAK FROM SEEING HIM FOR A WEEKEND CUZ HES DRIVING ME CRAZIE.. ND HE KNOWS HES SLOWLY MAKING ME UM.. HATE HIM... I AM REALLI JUST STARTIN TO NOT GIVE A FUK WEN IT COMES TO HIM.. BUT YEA.. ITS HARD CUZ I DO LOVE HIM.. BUT SHYT IT SO HARD TO DEAL WITH.. IM JUST TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHYT.. ND FEELING LIKE MI "BOYFRIEND" DOESNT KARE BOUT ME.. BUT YEA.. ILL UPDATE LATER.. IM TIRED...
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[29 Jun 2005|11:56am] |
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GET YU RITE * PRETTY RICKY |
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WELL.. YESTERDAI WAS A LONG DAI .. I WORKED AWL DAI ND WOW I WAS TIRED.. SO YEA I WAS EXHAUSTED AFTER WORK MI LEGS AND FEET WERE BURNING... I WAS ON MI FEET AWL DAI AND THAT WORE ME OUT.. BUT YEA.. I AM SO TIRED OF MI HOUSE ND MI MOM ITS GETTING RIDICULOUS.. I SO CANT WAIT UNTIL IM 18 SO I CAN UM.. LEAVE.. MI MOM FAVORS MI SISTER JESSICA AND LETS HER DO WUTEVER THE FUK SHE WANTS... INCLUDING BEING INCONSIDERATE TO ME.. YO I BOUT SWUNG ON HER YESTERDAI ND NOW I GET TO GO TO WORK WIT HER... UGH! SHE REALLI GETS ON MI NERVES... BUT YEA.. NEWAI THIS MORNING I WOKE UP AT 6 TO HEAR THE FUKEN CONSTRUCTION GUYZ SCREAMING OMG! THIS NEIGHBORHOOD IS RIDICULOUS WITH AWL THE DAYMN PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK.. WITHOUT SCREAMING.. SO YE.A. WEN I FINALLI FELL ASLEEP... MARC KAWLED ME ND WOKE ME UP... TO SAI HI.. I SWARE THIS BOI... BUT YEA.. SO ME ND HIM R WORKIN SHYT OUT BUT.. IT JUST DOESNT SEEM THE SAME I GUESS.. CUZ I AM LEARNING NOT TO KARE.. BOUT HIM.. OR WUT HE DOES.. OR NETHING.. CUZ IM REALLI TIRED OF THE SHYT I GO THRU.. CUZ OF HIM.. SO I STARTED TALKING TO MATT.. MI X AGAIN.. HES REALLI NICE ND THAT ONE DAI WAS AWL SAD ND SHYT HE TALKED TO ME ND MADE ME FEEL SORTA BETTER HEARING AWL THE DRAMA IN HIS LYFE.. OH YEA... TIFF IS PREGNANT.. ND YEA... SHE IS EXCITED.. SO I AM HAPPY FOR HER BUT ALSO WORRIED CUZ FROM WHAT I HEAR SHE IS ABIG COKEHEAD.. ND THAT SHYT AINT KOOL... BUT YEA... I GUESS THATS WHAT EVERYONE IS DOING THESE DAIS.. BUT YEA.. ILL UPDATE LATER
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| MI LYFE IS STARTIN TO GET BETTER.. |
[27 Jun 2005|07:55pm] |
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PLAYHOUSE * PRETTY RICKY |
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SO MARC SHOWED UP AT MI HOUSE LAST NITE... AT LIKE 10*30 .. UGH! ND HE WAS AWL LIKE IM SORRY ND SHYT.. BUT YEA.. HE WAS TRYIN TO GET BACK WIT ME ND AWL THAT.. ND IT REALLI PISSES ME OFF THAT HE WAITED UNTIL 1O*30 TO TRY ND FIX THE RELATIONSHIP THAT HE FUKED UP IN THE FIRST PLACE.. ND YU7 KNOW WHERE THAT SHYTHEAD WAS? UM.. WIT HIS FUK ASZ FRIENDS.. WHO R NOTHING BUT TROUBLE.. ND I DONT LIKE IT AT AWL.. I WISH HE WOULD JUST NOT TALK TO THEM.. BUT OF COURSE THEY ARE LIKE THIS HUGE PART OF HIS LIFE.. ITS R I D I C U L U S! BUT YEA.. SO HE WAS LIKE SAYIN AWL THIS SHYT ND UM.. I WAS LIKE YEA WUTEVER.. ND THEN HE LEFT ND I GOT MI SIS FROM SOME GUYZ HOUSE.. ND YEA.. HE KAWLED TODAI ND WE SORT OF WORKED THINGS OUT.. BUT YEA.. I DONT SEE HIM THE SAME ANIMORE.. ITS DEF. DIFFERENT.. NOW THAT HE SHOWD ME THAT IM SECOND WHEN COMPARED TO HIS FRIENDS.. BUT YEA.. SHYT HAPPENS ND I CAN PLAY THAT GAME TOO.. BUT YEA... SO IM NOT SAD NEMORE.. ND WORK WAS GOOD TODAI.. WE WENT TO INDIAN TRACE.. IT WAS NICE.. BUT YEA.. ME ND MARC HAVE A LOT TO WORK OUT ND HIS BIRTHDAI IS COMIN UP... ND MI SISZ BIRTHDAI IS ON SUNDAI ND I DEF. NEED TO GO GET HER SOMETHING .. I KNOW THAT SHE WANTS THIS DOONEY ND BURK PURSE.. I THINK THATS HOW YU SPELL IT BUT YEA.. SO I MITE GET HER A WALLET OF THAT BUT I DEF. AM NOT SPENDIND 2OO ON A PURSE FOR HER IF SHE WANTS IT THAT BAD SHE CAN BUY IT HERSELF.. BUT YEA.. AS FAR AS MARC IS CONSERNED I WAS GUNNA GO AWL OUT BUT.. YEA.. I REALLI DONT WANT TO NEMORE.. BUT YEA... ILL UPDATE TOMORROW AFTER MI LONG DAI AT WORK
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