[ (( KELL$Z)) ]

BACK DEN THEY DIDNT WANT ME.....

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 16:27:42 GMT

WELL.. YESTERDAI WORK WAS AITE... IT FELT LYKE THA DAY WAS NEVER GUNNA END DOE.. ND DAYMN I CANT WAIT TILL I GET PAYED CUZ THATS WUT MAKES WORKING WORTH IT.. YA KNOW?! BUT YEA.. SO MARC LOST HIS JOB.. DAYMN EVERYTHING WENT WRONG WITH HIS LYFE THIS WEEKEND.. ND SHYT.. SUX FOR HIM... BUT YEA.. HE WILL GET OVER IT.. UM.. YEA.. SO I WORK TODAI ANOTHER LONG DAI... BUT YEA.. IM GUNNA GET READI FOR WORK..

DEM BOYSs....

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 15:17:47 GMT

WELL.. LAST NITE.. MARC FINALLY FUKEN KAWLED ME .. ND HE WAS AWL LYKE PLEASE COME OVER PLEASE COME OVER I NEED TO SEE YU.. SO I WENT OVER THERE ND HE GOT IN THA CAR.. ND I WAS LIKE WHERE WERE YU YESTERDAI? ND HE WAS LYKE I DONT REMEMBER I HAVE ALCOHOL POISONING.. ND I WAS LIKE GOOD! ND HE WAS LIKE MI WALLET GOT STOLEN WEN I PASSED OUT ND HE LOST 300 $ ND HIS LISCENSE ND ID.. SO HES FUKED IF HE GETS PULLED OVER..ND THEN I WAS LIKE... NOW TELL ME WUT THA FUK YU WERE THINKING WEN YU DECIDED NOT TO KAWL ME.. ND HE WAS LIKE I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW SO I BROKE UP WITH HIM.. ND HE JUST BROKE DOWN.. HE STARTED CRYING ND KICKING HIS CAR.. ND SHYT SO I SAT THERE ND TALKED TO HIM CUZ YU KNOW I LOVE HIM ND I DONT WANT HIM TO DO SOMETHING STUPID.. SO I SAT THERE ND TALKED WITH HIM FOR A WHILE.. I TOLD HIM IF HE CHANGES WE CAN BE TOGETHER.. BUT IF HE DOESNT THEN HE LOST ME.. ND YOU KNOW WUT.. FOR THE FIRST TIME.. I THINK I ACTUALLY GOT THROUGH TO HIM.. I GUESS HE SAW THAT I WASNT PLAYING.. SO HE PROMISED ME HES GUNNA QUIT SMOKING ND QUIT DRINKING ND NOT CHILL WIT HIS FRIENDS.. ND WE CAN BE TOGETHER.. SO YEA ITS GUNNA TAKE SOME TIME.. BUT I THINK HE IS ACTUALLY GUNNA CHANGE THIS TIME.. I KNOW THAT IF HE DOESNT IM GUNNA KILL MYSELF FOR BELIEVING HIM BUT IT WAS SOMETHING IN HIS EYES THAT MADE ME BELIEVE HIM..I HOPE IM RITE... BUT YEA.. NOW I GOTTA GET TO WORK ITS GUNNA BE ANOTHER LONG DAY AT AVENTURA.. FUN FUN... UM.. YEA.. SO IM OUT ILL UPDATE LATER

WUT A DAYy....

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 21:43:31 GMT

SO TODAI I HAD TO BE AT WORK AT 8:45 ND I DEF. GOT NO SLEEP LAST NITE.. I STAYED UP THINKIN BOUT SHYT... BUT YEA.. SO WORK WAS GOOD.. IT WAS SOO FUNNY.. THIS GIRL GOT LOST .. LIKE WE WENT TO AVENTURA ND SHE ENDED UP IN HIALEAH.. WUT A LOSER.. .BUT YEA.. HOW HARD IS IT TO FOLLOW DIRECTIONS.. BUT YEA.. DAY 2 OF NOT TALKIN TO MARC.. KINDA FEELS NICEe... BUT YEA.. EVEN THOUGH I AM TOTALLY PISSED... THAT HE IS SUCH AN AS$HOLE! I DEF. NEED TO FIND SOMETHING TO DO.. I AM EXTREMELY BORED... IM PROB. GUNNA CHILL WIT MATT AT 8:30 WEN HES DONE PLAYING BASKETBALL.. BUT YEA... UNTIL THEN I DEF... NEED SOMETHING TO DO...

IM SO ICYy....

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:02:46 GMT

SO YEA.. I JUST CANT GET OVER HOW STUPID I WAS TO TAKE MARC BACK IN THE FIRST PLACE WHEN I KNEW HE WOULD PULL SOME SHYT LYKE THIS AGAIN.. WELL.. IM OVER IT! IM ALREADI TALKIN TO MI X AGAIN..HES GUNNA STOP BY SOMETIME :) .. ND IM TALKIN TO MATT AGAIN.. OOO.. MARC WOULD HATE THAT... HA... BUT YEA.. I DO STILL LOVE MARC.. HES ALWAIZ GUNNA BE A PART OF ME.. BUT ONLI A SMALL PART OF MI HEART CUZ IM SO NUMB! WHEN IT COMES TO HIM I HAVE NO MORE TEARS FOR HIM ND IM TIRED OF BEING SO IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ND FEELING LIKE THEY DONT EVEN KARE.. ITS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON! WHICH IS EXACTLY WUT IM GUNNA DO.. I KNOW ITS GUNNA TAKE A WHILE BUT... I KNO NOW THAT I HAVE TO DO IT! FOR ME... BUT YEA.. NEWAI TODAI WAS A WASTE OF A DAY YO! I DID NOTHING! EVEN THOUGH RACH WANTED ME TO GO TO HER HOUSE.. I WAS HONESTLY NOT UP FOR DOING ANITHING.. ITS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAIS THAT YUR IN PAIN ND DONT EVEN WANNA GO OUT THA DOOR OF THA HOUSE...BUT YEA.. TOMORROW I WORK AT 8:45 AM.. ND WE ARE GOIN TO AVENTURA.. ND ITS GUNNA BE A LONG DAI... A REALLI LONG DAI.. BUT ATLEAST ILL BE BUSY ND HAVE MI MIND OF UM.. THE BIGGEST AS$HOLE IN THE WORLD.. BUT ENUFF BOUT HIM I DONT EVEN WANNA THINK BOUT HIM RITE NOW I JUST WANT HIM TO GIVE ME THE 70 $ HE OWES ME FOR DOING HIS FUKEN G.E.D. TEST AND GET THE FUK OUT OF MI LIFE.. I KNOW IM TALKIN SHYT RITE NOW BUT IM FORREAL THIS TIME.. NO MORE PAIN FOR ME...

I HATE MARC! HES AN ASSHOLE!

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 20:10:39 GMT

SO THIS IS THE 3RD WEEKEND IN A ROW THAT MARC HAS BLEW ME OFF FOR HIS FRIENDS.. THIS IS THE FIRST SATURDAI EVER THAT I WAS ABLE TO GET OFF ND HE FUKEN DITCHES ME FOR HIS FRIENDS! IM SO TIRED OF HIM I REALLI AM!!.... HES A PIECE OF SHYT FOR A BOYFRIEND... I REALLI DO JUST WANNA HIT HIM IN HIS FACE ND BREAK UP WITH HIM.. GOD YO! HES SUCH A PIECE OF SHYT! YEA YEA.. ITS WAS BIRTHDAI I SHOULD BE DOIN NICE SHYT FOR HIM FUK HIM! HES A LIER ND IM SO TIRED OF THIS SHYT... I FINALLY JUST NEED TO END THIS SHYT BETWEEN ME ND MARC CUZ IT OBVIOUSLY AINT WORKING... IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL.... I REALLI AM NOT!!!

SHORTY$Z SO SEDUCTIVE ...

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 03:40:30 GMT

WOW! I HAD SO MUCH FUN TONITE! ME ND MARC DROVE DOWN UNIVERSITY WHEN THERE WERE MADD CARS AT 15 MPH ND LAUGHED AT THE PEOPLE WHO WERE HONKIN BEHIND US ND SHYT IT WAS SOOOO FUNNY.. OMG! I HAVENT LAUGHED LIKE THAT FOREVER... BUT YEA IT WAS GREAT!!!! ND I WORKED TODAI UNTIL 8 ND WORK WAS AITE... I WAS MESSIN WIT EVERYONE.. ND IT WAS FUN.. BUT YEA.. ILL UPDATE TOMORROW CUZ IM GOIN OUT.. BUT YU SHOULD DEF. TRY GOING DOWN UNIVERSITY WHEN THERE ARE A LOT OF CARS AND GO 15 MPH ITS SOOO MUCH FUNN....

QUIZ

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 16:22:37 GMT

KELIANA
K	is for	Keen
E	is for	Enjoyable
L	is for	Liberal
I	is for	Intelligent
A	is for	Amorous
N	is for	Neat
A	is for	Articulate

What Does Your Name Mean?

....GET IT OUTTA CONTROL....

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 00:27:12 GMT

SO YEA.. TODAI I WORKED.. ND DAYMN WE GOT COME LAZY ASZ PEOPLE THAT WORK THERE.. SHYT YO! THESE 2 GIRLS I BOUT SWUNG ON YO! THEY REALLI PISSED ME OFF AND PISS EVERYONES OFF YO! NANCY SO NEEDS TO GET RID OF THEM.. BUT YEA.. SO WORK WAS AITE WE WENT TO AN ONSITE.. FUN FUN.. BUT YEA.. SO MARCS FINALLY 18 TOMORROW.. YUP YUP... AND THE PAST 2 WEEKENDS WIT HIM HAVE BEEN.. UM.. HELL.. ND HE WANTS ME TO GO WIT HIM ND HIS FAMILY TO THE RAPIDS.. ND HONESTLY I DONT WANT TO CUZ I NEED A BREAK FROM SEEING HIM FOR A WEEKEND CUZ HES DRIVING ME CRAZIE.. ND HE KNOWS HES SLOWLY MAKING ME UM.. HATE HIM... I AM REALLI JUST STARTIN TO NOT GIVE A FUK WEN IT COMES TO HIM.. BUT YEA.. ITS HARD CUZ I DO LOVE HIM.. BUT SHYT IT SO HARD TO DEAL WITH.. IM JUST TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHYT.. ND FEELING LIKE MI "BOYFRIEND" DOESNT KARE BOUT ME.. BUT YEA.. ILL UPDATE LATER.. IM TIRED...

:)

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 16:05:11 GMT

WELL.. YESTERDAI WAS A LONG DAI .. I WORKED AWL DAI ND WOW I WAS TIRED.. SO YEA I WAS EXHAUSTED AFTER WORK MI LEGS AND FEET WERE BURNING... I WAS ON MI FEET AWL DAI AND THAT WORE ME OUT.. BUT YEA.. I AM SO TIRED OF MI HOUSE ND MI MOM ITS GETTING RIDICULOUS.. I SO CANT WAIT UNTIL IM 18 SO I CAN UM.. LEAVE.. MI MOM FAVORS MI SISTER JESSICA AND LETS HER DO WUTEVER THE FUK SHE WANTS... INCLUDING BEING INCONSIDERATE TO ME.. YO I BOUT SWUNG ON HER YESTERDAI ND NOW I GET TO GO TO WORK WIT HER... UGH! SHE REALLI GETS ON MI NERVES... BUT YEA.. NEWAI THIS MORNING I WOKE UP AT 6 TO HEAR THE FUKEN CONSTRUCTION GUYZ SCREAMING OMG! THIS NEIGHBORHOOD IS RIDICULOUS WITH AWL THE DAYMN PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK.. WITHOUT SCREAMING.. SO YE.A. WEN I FINALLI FELL ASLEEP... MARC KAWLED ME ND WOKE ME UP... TO SAI HI.. I SWARE THIS BOI... BUT YEA.. SO ME ND HIM R WORKIN SHYT OUT BUT.. IT JUST DOESNT SEEM THE SAME I GUESS.. CUZ I AM LEARNING NOT TO KARE.. BOUT HIM.. OR WUT HE DOES.. OR NETHING.. CUZ IM REALLI TIRED OF THE SHYT I GO THRU.. CUZ OF HIM.. SO I STARTED TALKING TO MATT.. MI X AGAIN.. HES REALLI NICE ND THAT ONE DAI WAS AWL SAD ND SHYT HE TALKED TO ME ND MADE ME FEEL SORTA BETTER HEARING AWL THE DRAMA IN HIS LYFE.. OH YEA... TIFF IS PREGNANT.. ND YEA... SHE IS EXCITED.. SO I AM HAPPY FOR HER BUT ALSO WORRIED CUZ FROM WHAT I HEAR SHE IS ABIG COKEHEAD.. ND THAT SHYT AINT KOOL... BUT YEA... I GUESS THATS WHAT EVERYONE IS DOING THESE DAIS.. BUT YEA.. ILL UPDATE LATER

MI LYFE IS STARTIN TO GET BETTER..

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 00:08:09 GMT

SO MARC SHOWED UP AT MI HOUSE LAST NITE... AT LIKE 10*30 .. UGH! ND HE WAS AWL LIKE IM SORRY ND SHYT.. BUT YEA.. HE WAS TRYIN TO GET BACK WIT ME ND AWL THAT.. ND IT REALLI PISSES ME OFF THAT HE WAITED UNTIL 1O*30 TO TRY ND FIX THE RELATIONSHIP THAT HE FUKED UP IN THE FIRST PLACE.. ND YU7 KNOW WHERE THAT SHYTHEAD WAS? UM.. WIT HIS FUK ASZ FRIENDS.. WHO R NOTHING BUT TROUBLE.. ND I DONT LIKE IT AT AWL.. I WISH HE WOULD JUST NOT TALK TO THEM.. BUT OF COURSE THEY ARE LIKE THIS HUGE PART OF HIS LIFE.. ITS R I D I C U L U S! BUT YEA.. SO HE WAS LIKE SAYIN AWL THIS SHYT ND UM.. I WAS LIKE YEA WUTEVER.. ND THEN HE LEFT ND I GOT MI SIS FROM SOME GUYZ HOUSE.. ND YEA.. HE KAWLED TODAI ND WE SORT OF WORKED THINGS OUT.. BUT YEA.. I DONT SEE HIM THE SAME ANIMORE.. ITS DEF. DIFFERENT.. NOW THAT HE SHOWD ME THAT IM SECOND WHEN COMPARED TO HIS FRIENDS.. BUT YEA.. SHYT HAPPENS ND I CAN PLAY THAT GAME TOO.. BUT YEA... SO IM NOT SAD NEMORE.. ND WORK WAS GOOD TODAI.. WE WENT TO INDIAN TRACE.. IT WAS NICE.. BUT YEA.. ME ND MARC HAVE A LOT TO WORK OUT ND HIS BIRTHDAI IS COMIN UP... ND MI SISZ BIRTHDAI IS ON SUNDAI ND I DEF. NEED TO GO GET HER SOMETHING .. I KNOW THAT SHE WANTS THIS DOONEY ND BURK PURSE.. I THINK THATS HOW YU SPELL IT BUT YEA.. SO I MITE GET HER A WALLET OF THAT BUT I DEF. AM NOT SPENDIND 2OO ON A PURSE FOR HER IF SHE WANTS IT THAT BAD SHE CAN BUY IT HERSELF.. BUT YEA.. AS FAR AS MARC IS CONSERNED I WAS GUNNA GO AWL OUT BUT.. YEA.. I REALLI DONT WANT TO NEMORE.. BUT YEA... ILL UPDATE TOMORROW AFTER MI LONG DAI AT WORK

THIS WEEKEND SUX!

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 21:01:55 GMT

WELL. LAST NITE AND TODAI WERE THE WORST DAIS EVER.. ME ND MARC GOT INTO A FITE OVER SUM BUKKSHYT THAT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED ND HE WENT FUKEN KRAZIE ND I WALKED OUT OF HIS HOUSE AND DOWN THE STREET CUZ FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MI LIFE I WAS SCARED OF HIM.. HE TOTALLY LOST CONTROL OF HIMSELF ND I WAS SCARED.. BUT HE CHASED AFTER ME ND TRYED TO MAKE ME GET IN HIS CAR BUT I WAS UM.. A LITTLE AFRAID TO CUZ HE HAD JUST FLIPPED OUT ON ME B4 SO I TOLD HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE ND I KEPT WALKIN ND HE SAID IT WAS OVER :( SO I STARTED TO WALK HOME BUT SEEING AS IT IS WAY TOO FAR TO WALK I JUST WALKED ACROSS THE STREET TO CYPRESS PARK ND SAT THERE BY MYSELF IN THE DARK FOR 2 HOURS.. UNTIL I FINALLY KAWLED UP NIKKI FOR A RIDE ... DAYMN. YO SITTIN THERE ALL ALONE DOES SHYT TO YU.. I WASNT AS UPSET SITTING THERE THINKIN BOUT WUT JUST HAPPENED.. UNTIL TODAI.. I WAS REALLI UPSET.. ND MARC KAWLED ME ND TOLD ME HOW HE WAS WORRIED ABOUT ME ND AWL THIS BULLSHYT HOW HES SORRY ND DIDNT MEAN THE SHYT HE SAID.. BUT YA KNOW? HOW MUCH LONGER CAN I PUT UP WIT THIS SHYT FROM HIM.. I DONT KNOW YO.. I HATE LOVING HIM ND I JUST WANTED HIM TO COME OVER ND HUG ME AND TELL ME HOW SORRY HE IS ND HOW HES GUNNA MAKE IT AWL BETTER.. BUT I HAVENT SEEN HIM OR TALKED TO HIM SINCE I HUNG UP ON HIM WHEN HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME.. ND DAYMN YO! THIS WEEKEND HAS BEEN THE WORST WEEKEND EVER.. ND.. I DONT KNOW WHAT IS GUNNA HAPPEN BETWEEN ME ND MARC.. ND THAT MAKES ME SAD CUZ WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 FUKEN YEARS ND 5 MONTHS NOW.. ND SHYT HAPPENS.. SO QUICKLY ND DAYMN.. ITS AWL DOWN THE DRAIN... SUX.. BUT I GUESS MI LIFE WILL GO ON AND FORNOW I AM HEART BROKEN.. ND I MISS MARC.. EVEN THOUGH HES THE BIGGEST ASS HOLE EVER.. I JUST HATE LIFE RITE NOW.. ITS RIDICULOUS.. ND TOMORROW I GET TO GO TO WORK.. WHICH I SO JUST FEEL LIKE QUITTING...

GOT NEW SHOES ON MI RIDE... ROLLIN DOWN 95

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 02:35:18 GMT

WELL.. I JUST GOT FINISHED GETTIN MI HAIR BRAIDED ND IT LOOKS AWL PRETTY... YAY... BUT THE ONLI THING IS THE STUPID SENIOR PICTURES WERE MOVED TO JULY 6TH.. UGH! HOW GAY.. SO NOW I HAVE TO GET MI HAIR REBRAIDED... LATER.. BUT YEA.. IT LOOKS REALLI GOOD THANKX TO RUDY... BUT YEA.. ANIWAIZ.. I WORKED TODAI.. ND WELL WE WENT TO AN ONSITE... IT WAS UM.. AITE.. I GUESS.. BUT YEA.. ANIWAIZ.. IM REALLI TIRED ND I HAVE SO MUCH SHYT TO DO TOMORROW SO ILL UPDATE LATER.. IM GUNNA GO TO SLEEP

WE AINT GOTTA MAKE LOVE.. WE CAN JUST CUDDLE UP...

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 22:52:05 GMT

WELL.. IM SITTING HERE LISTENIN TO THE SAME SONG 5 MILLION TIMES.. LOL.. IM IN LOVE WIT PRETTY RICKY.. I LOVE THIS SONG.. BUT YEA.. WORK WAS UM.. HARD... WELL... NOT HARD BUT TIRING... IT WAS A LONG DAI.. I RESKEDULED MI SENIOR PIX.. ND IM GETTIN MI HAIR DONE TOMORROW.. MI HOMEGIRL RUDY IS DOIN IT FOR ME.. WELL.. YEA.. SO I HAD FUN THIS WEEKEND .. I WORKED MI ASZ OFF ON... SATURDAI AND THEN CHILLED WIT MI BABIE.. AND SUNDAI I GAVE MI DAD HIS GIFTS.. ND AWL THAT GOOD STUFF ND THEN SAW MR. AND MRS. SMITH .. IT WAS AITE.. NOT AS GOOD AS I THOUGHT IT WAS GUNNA BE.. BUT YEA I CHILLED WIT MARC THE WHOLE DAY.. ND IT WAS FUN... BUT NOW HES MAD AT ME .. CUZ HE GOT INTO MI VOICE MAIL ND FOUND A MESSAGE FROM MI HOMEBOI ND GOT PIST ND KAWLED HIM UP ND SHYT ND THEN HE WAS LIKE HAVE YU TALKED TO HIM ND I TOLD HIM YEA.. ND HE IS BEING STUPID.. BUT... YEA.. OO.. HIS BIRTHDAI IS COMING UP ND.. IM GETTIN HIM A RING WITH I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER ENGRAVED IN THE INSIDE AND A SILVER NECKLACE THAT IS REALLI NICE ND WE ARE GOIN TO RAPIDS.. ND AWL THAT GOOD STUFF.. BUT YEA.. I GOT THE PRETTY RICKY CD AND ITS REALLI GOOD.. I LOVE IT.. BUT YEA.. IM FUNNA GO NOW//.

IM GUNNA BLOW EM OFF DA MAP..

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 00:30:36 GMT

WELL TODAI WAS A LONG DAI AT WORK.. I THOUGHT IT WAS NEVA GUNNA END... IM SAD THOUGH CUZ NIKKI ALMOST LOST HER JOB.. BUT LUCKILY SHE DIDNT.. ND NOW WE CANT WORK TOGETHER :( BUT ATLEAST SHE STILL GOT THA JOB.. I DUNNO IT WAS AWL CUZ OF THIS BYTCH CUSTOMER THAT WAS SUCH A BYTCH ND I ALMOST SWUNG ON HER YO! SHE KAWLED NIKKI A BYTCH AND GOT IN MI FACE LIKE SHE KNOWS WHO I AM.. I BOUT LOST IT BUT I WAS AT WORK ND THAT HOE WAS LUCKY.. BUT YEA.. SO THAT LADI KAWLED ND COMPLAINED BOUT ME ND NIKKI THAT WE WERE RUDE ND SHYT STUPID SHYT.. BUT YEA.. NANCY MI BOSS MADE ME FEEL GREAT TODAI SHE SAID I WAS THA NUMBER ONE EMPLOYEE.. IT MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL.. I LOVE THAT JOB ND HATE IT SOMETIMES ND THE TIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE QUITIN NANCY MAKES ME LOVE THA JOB AWL OVER AGAIN.. BUT YEA.. SHES THE BESTEST BOSS EVER.. NEWAI.. TOMORROW IS ANOTHER LONG DAY AND THANK GOD I DONT HAVE TO GO IN UNTIL 1*00 CUZ I AM TIRED OF WAKIN UP EARLI ND ENDIN THE DAY LATE AT WORK.. ALTHOUGH IT WILL AWL B WORTH IT WEN I GET PAYED FRIDAI! WOO HOO! ND MI MARC IS COMIN ON SATURDAI SO WE ARE DEF. GUNNA HIT UP THA SAWGRASS ND GO SHOPPIN FOR MEe! I WANNA GET NEW SHOES... EVEN THOUGH I HAVE 5OO PAIRS ND THEY AWL LOOK NEW.. BUT YEA.. I CANT EVER HAVE ENUF SHOES.. BUT YEA.. I MISS MARC ALREADI ND I SAW HIM ON SUNDAI.. :( BUT YEA.. ILL C HIM SOON ENUFF.. BUT YEA.. IM GUNNA GO RELAX... CUZ MI LEGS R KILLIN ME...

BABIE JUST RELAX....

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 01:57:23 GMT

WELL.. I JUST GOT HOME FROM CHILLIN WIT MI BABIE.. THIS WEEKEND WAS GREAT.. FRIDAI ME ND MARC CHILLED AT HIS HOUSE SINCE MR. & MRS. SMITH WAS SOLD OUT AND THAT WAS STR8.. THEN SAT I WORKED FROM 7*30 - 6*00 I WAS DRAINED... AND I WENT TO MARCS AND HE GAVE ME A GREAT MASSAGE.. OOO.. IT FELT GREAT... ND THEN WE CHILLED ND TODAI MARC PAYED FOR ME TO GET MI NAILS DONE.. HE BARBAQUES ON HIS GRILL.. YUMMY... ND WE GOT HIM NEW SHOES SINCE HE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED IT.. HA.. BUT YEA.. WE GOT INTO A LIL FITE BUT HE MADE IT AWL BETTER.. BUT YEA.. ILL UPDATE LATER.. GOTTA RUN..

YU KNOW THA SOUTH GOT IT ON LOCK!!!!

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 15:12:01 GMT

WELL LETS SEE.. TODAI IS MI DAY OFF.. ND IT FEELS NICE... TO BE HOME FOR ONCE... BUT YEA I TALKED TO THIS GIRL FROM 7TH GRADE LAST NITE WHO I HAVENT TALKED TO FOREVER... IT WAS WIERD TALKIN TO HER AGAIN.. BUT SHES STR8... ND YEA... NEWAI... TODAI I GOT NEW TIRES.. AND IM SO HAPPY I FINALLY GOT IT DONE.. I HAV E DEF. BEEN PUTTING IT OFF.. BUT I GOT IT DONE NOW AND ITS GREAT.. BUT YEA.. I MISS MARC.. HE IS COMIN ON FRIDAI AND I JUST WISH HE LIVED HERE AGAIN... SO I CAN SEE HIM EVERYDAI.. BUT YEA.. I DONT ALWAIZ GET WHAT I WANT.. BUT YEA ON FRIDAI .. HM.. I THINK WE ARE GUNNA C MR. AND MRS. SMITH.. THATS GUNNA B A GOOD MOVIE.. ND I GET TO GET MI NAILS DONE BUT MI BOSS SAID NO CRAZIE COLORS SO IT TAKES THE FUN OUT OF IT BUT YEA.... NIKKI STARTED WORKING AT MI JOB... ITS NICE TO HAVE A FRIEND THERE.. UNLIKE ERIKAS BYTCH ASZ WHO I SHOULD HAVE NEVER GOT HER THAT JOB IN THE FIRST PLACE.. WHAT A FUKEN LOSER! SHE HONESTLY IS A PIECE OF SHYT I HATE HER... BUT YEA.. NIKKI WORKS THERE AND ITS NICE.. BUT UM.. YEA.. SO TODAI IM GUNNA GO TO THE MALL AND GET A NEW OUTFIT AND MAYBE GO TANNING.. WELL IM OUT ILL UPDATE TONITE...

NETHING THAT YU WANNA DO .. ILL DO IT....

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 13:55:50 GMT

WELL.. HAVENT UPDATED FOR A WHILE... UM... THIS PAST WEEKEND WAS GREAT.. I CHILLED WIT MY MARC... AND WE HAD FUN... UM.. SAT I WORKED ND HE CAME TO MY WORK TO TAKE ME OUT TO LUNCH.. IT WAS CUTE... AND THEN AFTER WORK HE CAME OVER AND WE WENT BOWLING AND I BROKE 3 NAILS.. :( BUT HES GUNNA TAKE ME THIS WEEKEND TO GET THEM DONE.. YAY.. LOL.. BUT YEA ANIWAIZ.. SO WE WENT BOWLING AND HE ACTUALLY BEAT ME THE FIRST GAME WHICH IS A MAJOR SHOCK CUZ HE SUX AT BOWLING.. BUT YEA... SO I BEAT HIM THE SECOND GAME.. AND THEN WE WENT TO HIS HOUSE... CHILLED THERE.. AND THEN I WENT HOME... SUNDAI WE WENT TO CORAL SQUARE AND THEN SAWGRASS WIT MI SISTER... IT WAS FUN.. HE BOUGHT ME NEW EYESHADOW THATS REALLI PRETTY.. AND YEA... SO YESTERDAI I WORKED LIKE 12 HOURS AND I GOT HOME SOO FUKEN TIRED IT WAS UNBELIEVEABLE.. BUT YEA TODAI I DONT HAVE TO BE AT WORK UNTIL 12 .. THANK GOD! IM REALLI TIRED FROM YESTERDAI AND I DO NOT WANNA WORK TODAI BUT ATLEAST TOMORROW IM OFF... WHICH IS GOOD FOR ME.. WELLL ILL UPDATE LATER THERE AINT REALLI MUCH ELSE TO SAY

SAID IM GUNNA BE COMIN HOME.. RATHER BE ALONE...

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 18:29:43 GMT

I JUST GOT HOME FROM TANNING AND HAVING BREAKFAST WIT MARC.. FUN FUN.. WE WENT TO IHOP.. AND THIS OLD WAITRESS LADI KEPT IGNORING MARC AND HE WAS GETTIN AWL MAD.. LOL.. IT WAS SOO FUNNY.. AND THEY DEF. TOOK FOREVER TO GET OUR ORDER AND EVERYTHING.. HOW ANNOYING.. BUT YEA ANIWAIZ.. THEN HE DROPPED ME AT MI HOUSE CU HE HAD TO GO TO HOLLYWOOD TO HIS AUNTS REAL QUICK SO IM WAITIN FOR HIM TO COME BACK CUZ WE ARE GUNNA GO DO SOMETHING.. BUT YEA TANNING.. WAS HOT.. IM HOT FROM TANNING.. BUT YEA ITS AWL GOOD IM TANNER NOW... BUT YEA ANIWAIZ.. MONDAY WAS FUN.. I WORKED UNTIL 5 AGAIN BUT THEN ME AND MARC CHILLED.. WE WENT TO HIS HOUSE AND WATCHED COLLATERAL.. WHICH WAS REALLI GOOD AND THEN HIS DAD MADE A GOOD ASZ DINNER.. AND WE ATE AND THEN CHILLED AND THEN YESTERDAI.. I WORKED UNTIL 7 AND THEN WE CAME TO MI HOUSE AND MI MOM MADE DINNER AND THEN WENT TO WALMART AND WE HAD FUN THERE MESSIN AROUND ND SHYT.. AND THEN WE CHILLED AT HIS HOUSE AND NOW IM WAITING FOR MARC TO COME PIK ME UP SO IM GUNNA DIP..ILL UPDATE LATER

IF YU LOOK DEEP INSIDE YUR HEART YU KNOWTHAT I REALLI DO KARE...

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 23:25:44 GMT

HMM.. ANOTHER LONG DAY OF WORK.. WELL ERIKA WAS TAKIN OFF THE SCHEDULE AT WORK WEN SHE DIDNT SHOW UP TWICE IN A ROW.. AND WELL.. TODAI SHE SHOWED UP LIKE SHE WAS GUNNA WORK.. ND WELL.. SHE GOT OFFICALLY FIRED.. IT SUX FOR HER.. I ONLI GOT HER THE JOB I CANT KEEP IT FOR HER TOO.. SHE FUKED UP AND LOST THAT JOB ND THAT WAS AWL HER! BUT ANIWAIZ.. TODAI WENT BY QUICK.. I DIDNT DO ANITHING STRESSFULL WHICH WAS GOOD.. SO TOMORROW IS MI DAI OFF.. I AM GUNA CLEAN MI ROOM AND GO TANNIN WIT DANA... WHAT A FUN DAY! LOL NO SERIOUSLY I HAVENT FELT LIKE CHILLIN WIT ANIONE I HAVE BEEN SO TIRED FROM WORK.. BUT YEA.. SO MARC IS GUNNA BE OFF MONDAI TO THURSDAI OR WEDNESDAI WUTEVER... I GUESS ILL BE CHILLIN WIT HIM AFTER I GET OFF OF WORK ON MONDAI... YAY!.. BUT UM.. YEA.. IM GUNNA UPDATE MAYBE.. TOMOROWISH...

I LUV YU MORE EVERYDAI..

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 02:40:01 GMT

WELL TODAI WAS A LONG DAI OF WORKING.. MI FEET ARE HURTING.. REALLI BAD.. WELL ANIWAIZ.. I GET TO C MARC ON MONDAI AND I AM HAPPY CUZ I HAVENT SEEN HIM FOR A WEEK ND A HALF.. HM.. I MISS HIM A LOT.. WELL ABOUT WORK.. WELL I PROB. TOLD YU ERIKA WORKED WIT ME.. WELL.... NOT ANIMORE.. SHE DEF. GOT FIRED.. HER DUMB ASZ DIDNT SHOW UP TWICE N A ROW AND THEN TODAI SHE WAS TRYIN TO TALK TO MI BOSS BOUT COMIN IN TOMORROW BUT.. MI BOSS WONT TALK TO HER.. I THINK ITS FUNNY CUZ SHE SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN SOOOO STUPID.. WELL WHAT CAN YA DO? I GOT HER THIS JOB IT WAS HER JOB TO KEEP IT.. WHICH OBVIOUSLY DIDNT HAPPEN...WHATEVER THERE AINT SHYT I CAN DO.. OK SOOOO.. MARC STAYS IN PORT ST. LUCIE NOW AND WORKS ALMOST EVERYDAI.. HOW ANNOYING.. I DONT GET TO C HIM THAT MUCH.. IM THINKIN WUT WE SHOULD DO MONDAY... HM... IM THINKIN THE BEACH BUT IT MITE BE TOO COLD.. I HOPE ITS NOT I LIKE GOIN TO THE BEACH NOW.. ITS WIERD.. BUT YEA ANIWAIZ... EASTER IS COMIN UP.. I DEF. DIDNT KNOW THAT.. 4 MONTHS UNTIL MARCS BIRTHDAI AND I WANNA DO SOMETHING NICE FOR HIM I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT YET... I GOTTA THINK BOUT IT BUT YEA.. TOMORROW I GOTTA GET UP EARLI AND GO TO WORK AGAIN... FUN FUN FUN.. WE GOT 2 NEW GIRLS.. THEY ARE NICE.. I DONT THINK 1 OF THEM IS GUNNA LAST.. BUT WHO KNOWS.. THE 3RD GIRL STARTS ON MONDAI.. SHE SEEMS NICE I MET HER TODAI.. BUT YEA .. WORK IS GOOD.. I LIKE MI JOB.. AND MI PAYCHECK IS GUNNA BE NICE.. IM GUNNA GET A 10 GALLON FISH TANK AND SOME FISH... AND I DUNNO WHAT ELSE.. ITS GUNNA BE NICE THOUGH..... LOL.. BUT YEA IM GUNNA UPDATE LATER...

I JUST NEED TIME TO SEE... WHERE I WANA B

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 20:58:13 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAI TO MI MOM.. TODAI SHE IS 43.. GETTIN OLD... WELL.. LETS C... TODAI I CAME HOME EARLI.. MI TUMMY WAS HURTIN.. BUT IT WAS GOOD THAT I DID.. CUZ I GOT MI MOM FLOWERS, A BIG ASZ BALOON, A CAKE, AND A LIL TEDDYBEAR.. TODAI IS A GOOD DAI.. I GUESS.. I REALLI MISS MARC... LIKE A LOT RITE NOW.. I AM FEELING.. I DUNNO... LIKE I DONT EVER C HIM OR THAT WE DONT REALLI CONNECT LIKE WE USED TO.. I DUNO.. I DUNNO... BUT YEA ANIWAIZ.. LATELY WORKING HAS REALLI GOTTEN ON MI NERVES.. MAYBE ITS CUZ I HAVE TO BRING ERIKA EVERYTIME.. I DONT LIKE WORKING WIT HER EVERYDAI.. AND I DONT LIKE DRIVIN HER EITHER.. I DUNNO YO.. I AM TIRED OF EVERYONE I GUESS... ND I DONT WANT TO TO COME WIT ME TO WORK TOMORROW BUT ONCE AGAIN I DONT HAVE A CHOICE.. GOD!... I SHOULD HAVE NEVER GOTTEN HER THAT JOB.. CUZ NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WIT THIS SHYT.. UGH.. I DUNNO.. ITS NOT THAT I DONT LIKE HER... ITS JUST I DONT WANA HAVE TO DEAL WIT TAKIN HER TO WORK N SHYT.. BUT ANIWAIZ... NUTHIN I CAN DO BOUT IT NOW.. I HAVENT SEEN MARC IN ALMOST A WEEK AND ITS NOT GOOD.. I MISS HIM... A LOT....... MI GRADES ARE REALLI GOOD THOUGH I HAVEA ALL AS ND BS XCEPT ON C... BUT YEA.. I DUNNO WUT ELSE TO SAY... SO.. I GUESS ILL UPDATE LATER

BOY 1 TASTE OF WUT I GOT.. ILL HAVE YU SPENDIN AWL YU GOT..

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 00:37:21 GMT

WELL.. LETS C.. MI NEIGHBORHOOD IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. AND THEM DAYMN FUK ASZ WORKERS WERE MAKIN SOOOO MUCH NOISE AT 7*3O IN THE MORNIN AND.. WOKE ME UP ... UGH! AND I HAD TO WORK THIS MORNING.. I BARELY GOT NE SLEEP.. THATS REALLI NOT KOOL.. BUT YEA WORK WAS AITE.. IT WAS TIRING THOUGH.. BUT YEA.. ITS WORK ITS SUPPOSED TO BE.. LOL.. WELL.. ANIWAIZ... I GOT OFF AT 5*OO AND CAME HOME AND RELAXED.. IT WAS NICE TO BE OFF MI FEET.. BUT ANIWAIZ.. TOMORROW IM GUNA HANG OUT WIT NICOLE.. HAVENT TALKED TO ERIKA TODAI.. HM... THATS A FIRST.. BUT YEA... I THINK IM GUNNA DYE MI HAIR TONITE.. LETS SEE.. NUTHING REALLI EXCITED HAPPENED TODAI.. BUT THATS MI LIFE.. TODAI WAS BRANDON'S FUNERAL.. R.I.P. EVEN THOUGH I REALLI DIDNT KNOW IM THAT WELL..HE WAS IN MI 3RD HOUR THOUGH.. ITS SAD THAT HES GONE... BUT I DIDNT GO.. I DONT FEEL LIKE I KNEW HIM WELL ENOUGH TO GO..YA KNOW? I DROVE BI THE CRASH SITE THOUGH IT WAS SAD.. THERE WERE A LOT OF PEOPLE THERE.. BUT YEA... ANIWAI.. I REALLI MISS MI MARC AND IT SUX THAT HES NOT AROUND ... CUZ I REALLI WANNA SEE HIM RITE NOW.. I JUST WANNA SEE HIS FACE.. ITS ONLI FOR A FEW MINUTES.. JUST TO SEE HIM WOULD BE NICE.. BUT THATS THE PRICE YU PAY WEN YU FUK UP.. YU GET SENT AWAI TO GOD KNOWS WHERE... TO BE WITHOUT THE ONE THING YU NEED.. ILL BE SEEIN HIM SOON THOUGH.. MI BIRTHDAI IS COMIN UP IN ROUND 18 DAIS.. ON THE 23.. IM GUNNA BE THE BIG 1 7.. LOL..

YU N ME.. YES WE CAN MAKE IT... IM IN LUV WIT YU BABY...

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 23:57:33 GMT

WELL.. LETS SEE.. THIS WEEK DEF. TOOK FOREVER TO END.. THANK GOD ITS THE WEEKEND.. I DEF. MISS MARC... GOD YO! I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING! I JUST WISH MARC WAS BACK.. HE IS THE ONLI PERSON I LOVE TO CHILL WIT.. AND HES NOT AROUND... IM JUST SOOO LONELY.. EVEN WHEN IM WITH MI FRIENDS IM ... LONELY.. BUT YEA.. I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE MOVIES WIT DANA... HAVENT CHILLED WIT HER SINCE HER PARTY.. WE WENT AND SAW HIDE AND SEEK.. THAT WAS A GOOD ASZ MOVIE BUT... SCAREY AS FUK.. BUT YEA.. I THINK IM GUNNA JUST CHILL AT THA CRIB FOR THE NIGHT CUZ I REALLI DONT FEEL LIKE GOIN OUT ANIWHERE.. BUT YEA.. ILL DEF. UPDATE LATER

IM FRUM THA DIRTY DIRTY....

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 16:46:33 GMT

WELL.. YESTERDAI WAS GREAT! I COULDNT HAVE ASKED FOR MORE.. I HAD A LOT OF FUN WIT MARC.. HES SOO CUTE..

2 YEARS!!!!

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 14:26:22 GMT

WELL.. TODAI IS 2 YEARS FOR ME AND MARC AND I HAVE TO WORK UNTIL 1... THEN I GET TO GO CHILL WIT MI BABIEe... I CANT WAIT TO C HIM.. TODAI IS GUNNA BE A GREAT DAI.. IT JUST HAS TO BE.. BUT YEA.. I HAVE TO BE AT WORK IN 15 MINUTES.. SO I BETTER HIT THA ROAD.. BUT YEA LAST NITE I WENT TO WALMART WIT MI MOM AND WE GOT THEM GOOD ASZ HOTT WINGS THEY HAVE OVER THERE.. OMG! THEY ARE HOTT BUT FUKEN GOOD AS HELL.. BUT YEA.. I AM GUNNA GET TO WORK.. I WILL DEF. UPDATE TONITE..